Diving

Leaving for New Hampshire today. How did we already get here? The time leading up to this trip has flown by. There are so many emotions running through me I am surprised I am able to stand. Nervous, Excited, Hopeful, Adventure hungry, Scared, Peaceful...I am sure over the next two and a half months I will feel many more emotions; most of which I won't be able to pin point exactly what they are. I do know one thing will stay constant throughout, I know this is what I am supposed to do, what God wants for me.
So the other emotions can continue to swirl and I will strive to just focus on this being God's will. I fear that if I try to focus on anything else, the emotions swirling within me will just lift me off the ground and send me spinning. So as I have said before, I stand on the edge of my diving board with my knees shaking. At 5:30 today I will take a huge breath and dive off the board. I will let you know how I feel after I hit the water...